Chaos the damned!

After years of frantic hosting..last minute panic attacks..I finally realized my biggest demon and yet one of my biggest source of guilty pleasure:CHAOS..

it could only be my love for chaos that makes me push everything to the last possible stretchable minute...the anticipation the thrill of not knowing whether I am going to make it in time(of course I never make it in time)...and of course I feed of that drama..why else would I always run out of time no matter how much time I have...but as much as I love this chaos  I find myself  quietly envying  that nonchalant chef /cook who feeds a dinner party of 20 or a restaurant of 200 with ridiculous amount of ease...this person entertains his guests dishes out course after course with the biggest smile on his face...while my kitchen  looks like a warzone this guy s kitchen looks straight out of a haffles catalog...its not that these people are born with superhuman culinary powers(as much as we have the case for the contrary) just that he is impeccably organized and has planned every little morsel to be cooked to a T.. Order and balance are key to a successful kitchen /meal..so lets bring back that planner kick off procrastination and give order and sanity a chance..Though of course we will still indulge chaos every once in a while...!